EllaGilbert – How to Eat and Use My Shit Training

EllaGilbert is pregnant, lying on a couch in what looks like a living room, wearing glasses, red lipstick, her blonde hair in a messy bun. She’s slim with a tattoo on her arm, fully exposed and focused as she starts pushing — actually giving birth right there on the furniture, legs wide, holding her leg up with one hand while the other grips her belly. The scene shows her catching the baby in a birthing cup, completely DIY, surrounded by medical supplies scattered around the couch like this was planned. After delivery, things take a strange turn: she’s handling the afterbirth, then starts using the waste — rubbing it on her skin, tasting it, talking through what she’s doing like it’s some kind of ritual or training. The whole thing feels unnervingly real, not sexual at all — just intense, raw, and graphic in a way most porn isn’t. Camera stays tight, medium shots, natural lighting, no cuts that feel fake or staged. You can’t look away even though it’s clearly not about arousal — it’s about control, the body, and something way darker than sex.